#EndRevengePorn
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I’ve been crying a lot today. In general I haven’t been doing good recently, but I don’t actually want to write about that right now. I don’t really need to write anything, because all I want to say can be conveyed through powerful, amazing videos. Briefly; I have found a beautiful youtube channel and in the past two days have been watching their videos non-stop. The two are a stunning couple by the names of Bria and Chrissie, and they run their channels LesbianLove and BriaAndChrissie.
They have an astounding music video You Can’t Break Me that is influenced by a horrendous act of revenge porn that Chrissie’s ex put her through – and she still struggles with today. Thankfully her loving girlfriend and so many wonderful fans empower the both of them every day, and enable them to peruse a criminal case against this inhuman person. The rest of the story… well, it is still going, and can be followed and seen and asks for your incredible support by these two amazing, brave, loving girls on their channel and all the rest of their sites.
I need to say no more because the story speaks for itself. And, in regards to me, I left this comment on their video about a typical day with PTSD, because the entire experience speaks to me on so many levels. And I wish these two empowering lovers all the prayers and hope in the world. Always continue loving. And don’t even think about ever giving up. There’s always more to live for. I promise.
// and the universe said [Ilove you] and the universe said {you are | not | alone} \\
[my comment/message to Bria and Chrissie]
I have, in the past two days, found you two’s channels and watched so many of your videos. It was clear that Chrissie had been through something from the moment I started watching these videos, and I was almost afraid to find out exactly what it was that had happened. Eventually, today, I plucked up the courage to watch the serious videos by The Guardian, and on this channel (instead of the other; not that those aren’t serious, but this seems like an even more personal channel), and have spent a lot of this afternoon crying whilst watching these videos and learning just what Chrissie has had happen to her, and what she still goes through to this day. And… there’s not much I can say, and all I want is to leave right now is a positive message. So, first of all, thank you for all of your videos and your outstanding bravery in talking about the horrendous abuse that you have been subjected to by your ex and his videos. I want to say that you are such a wonderful, beautiful, stunning person and I pray you get your case and you never ever have to be touched by such dirty human hands again. Both of you and your clear love just fills my entire soul and heart with such faith and joy. Never, ever, stop fighting. I’m 19, autistic, and have PTSD among other mostly mental disabilities, and my father has emotionally, verbally, and even physically when he could get away with it, abused me since I was about 14. These days I have a lot of help from therapists and amazing friends and my loving mum along with her side of the family, but the damage is not only done but lasting – not to mention I still live under the same roof as my father, along with my mother and three brothers; one older, two little. Every day is a challenge and at the moment, for the past couple of years, my anxiety is just so intensely high that I literally cannot step a foot out the front door alone. My mother takes me out with her to places, but despite her help and my various coping methods, including using ear defenders, calming techniques, assistance animals, and so much more… despite all that, and support from my incredible best friend, life is terribly hard. I have no emotional support at home, so there are often tears and blood to fall asleep or wake up to, no matter the comfort of my cat (third one in just over a year since the world took the others from me). I’ve no independence and my father continues ruining my life to this day, more subtly now. I have talked to the police previously and they cannot do anything against him. I have been admitted to hospital to save me from myself so many times in the past years. I live every day like this video and I just have to connect to you two how incredibly and astoundingly brave everything you do is. Thank you, so much, for existing. And, Bria… if I ever find a partner that is even a tenth as loving as you, I will know I will be alright. Your love and strength could light the skies, girls. All the wishes and prayers in the entire universe go to you. With love. Elizabeth xx ❤
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