Saying Goodbye to my Eating Disorder

TRIGGER WARNING- FOR EATING DISORDER MENTION; WEIGHT LOSS/GAIN I weighed myself on the wii fit today. I haven't done this since last August, and for good reason: this 'game' was one of my most used tools in my personal eating disorder battle. At this moment in time, I really can call myself /almost/ 'recovered' from …

I am Still Here, But If I Wasn’t:

The Morning After I Killed Myself The morning after I killed myself, I woke up. I made myself breakfast in bed. I added salt and pepper to my eggs and used my toast for a cheese and bacon sandwich. I squeezed a grapefruit into a juice glass. I scraped the ashes from the frying pan …

Still Here.

A year ago today, I ran away and decided to die. Yet a year later, today, I am Still Here. Still breathing, still living, still seeing, still believing, despite everything I have been through. There are so, so many people to thank for this; friends and family and community staff alike. But I've little I …